Oensketaenkning

Gid jeg havde en pakke (eller flere) Stimorol Fusion Strawberry and Lime.

Hvis bare mobiltelefoner ikke var saa r.. dyre i NZ. 500 dollars for en Nokia 6500 plus forpligtelse til et 24 mdrs abonnement...hvad sker der lige med det.

Hvis bare en person fra New Zealandske husstande valgte at tage cyklen eller bussen frem for bilen hver dag, saa ville der sikkert ikke vaere 6 millioner biler i et land m kun 4 millioner indbyggere og CO2 udslippet ville vaere meget mindre (maaske endda endnu mindre, hvis de valgte at opsamle faarenes gasudslip og omdanne det til en eller anden form for genanvendelig biogas) Derfor er jeg overbevist om at mit bidrag til dette maa vaere at jeg er noedt til at investere i en cykel...med mindre der kommer en dumpende fra himlen (Hey Reubs help me out on this, this is my fight against global warming)

Det kunne ogsaa vaere meget dejligt hvis ikke det tog en uge for mig at bage et rugbroed der kun smager lidt i naerheden af det derhjemme. (Heldigvis har vi fundet et naesten lignende i Pak'n Save, saa nu koster det kun en flad tyver(dkr) for 10 skiver...bedre end at slide i koekkenet, naar det er saa meget federe at laese en bog, shoppe, traene eller tage til stranden)

En dejlig pakke fra Danmark med skolekridt, ti oeres lakridser og vingummier, Kims Dipmix pulver.

Hvis jeg saa bare kunne holde mig til at shoppe en ting den naeste maaned, saa skulle det helt klart vaere den hvide Adidas jakke med guldlogo paa ryggen og saa ville jeg vaere total gangster...hvis jeg kunne smide nogen haandtegn altsaa og havde kufferten fuld af guldkaeder. Men det kunne jo ogsaa vaere rart at faa den dersens Nike sport BH, som Christina anbefaler 100% og maaske et par nye traenningsbukser samt et par traenningssko. Og saa mangler jeg ogsaa lige et par flade hvide sko til den nye groenne kjole, jeg koebte i gaar. Og maaske et smalt soelvbaelte, men da det ikke er trenden hernede med smalle baelter er det jo heldigvis en udgift jeg ikker har.

Men et par lyseroede boksehandsker og saa et pulsur ville jo helt klart ogsaa vaere en tilfoejelse til min ikke-eksisterende garderobe hernede....meget naivt af mig at tro at jeg kan leve uden min sko og alle mine kjoler og outfits.

Og saa et stort julekort fra alle dem derhjemme, som taenker at det jo ogsaa er rart at faa noget i haanden at laese, som har lugten af fars barbersprit, bedstemors smaakager eller mors handcreme, fremfor en elektronisk mail der kun lugter af en overophedet gammel computer.

Does lightning only strike once?

This is where my new story begins. A story that has been told and experienced by so many people before me and still it will never be the same because the people in the stories are always different. The people have lived completely different lives with bigger dreams greater disasters and experienced bigger loses. But like all stories my story has a beginning and there will be and ending.

The ending is still to be experienced and hopefully written by the people who remembers me when I am no longer here after my hair has turned from brown to grey and there is no haircolor product that can cover the grey hairs and my face is filled with wrinkles from smiling and living life. But the beginning has already been and started with an ending. Like all beginnings starts with an end. Giving birth to a human being is the beginning of a new life but at the same time the end of a life were the only person you had to be responsible for was yourself. The beginning of adolescence is the end of childhood, the innocence and the ignorance. The beginning of a new relationship and its story can be the end of a marriage and leave an unfinished story behind.

For me my new beginning started with the end of a fantastic life, the dead of a beautiful man that filled my heart with a love I had not experienced before. So everything that starts ends. But the hard thing is to come to terms with that because what is it we are ending and what will the future give us of challenges, joy and sorrows. The questions that fills my mind is what has life in store for me that I have not already experienced....not saying I have seen it all. But one quote from S&C where a sailor says you're lucky if you meet one great love in your life....well I'm just wondering if luck strikes twice.