This is where my new story begins. A story that has been told and experienced by so many people before me and still it will never be the same because the people in the stories are always different. The people have lived completely different lives with bigger dreams greater disasters and experienced bigger loses. But like all stories my story has a beginning and there will be and ending.
The ending is still to be experienced and hopefully written by the people who remembers me when I am no longer here after my hair has turned from brown to grey and there is no haircolor product that can cover the grey hairs and my face is filled with wrinkles from smiling and living life. But the beginning has already been and started with an ending. Like all beginnings starts with an end. Giving birth to a human being is the beginning of a new life but at the same time the end of a life were the only person you had to be responsible for was yourself. The beginning of adolescence is the end of childhood, the innocence and the ignorance. The beginning of a new relationship and its story can be the end of a marriage and leave an unfinished story behind.
For me my new beginning started with the end of a fantastic life, the dead of a beautiful man that filled my heart with a love I had not experienced before. So everything that starts ends. But the hard thing is to come to terms with that because what is it we are ending and what will the future give us of challenges, joy and sorrows. The questions that fills my mind is what has life in store for me that I have not already experienced....not saying I have seen it all. But one quote from S&C where a sailor says you're lucky if you meet one great love in your life....well I'm just wondering if luck strikes twice.
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